the question is:
making detailed pictures
recording detailed sounds
having a first "wow" after fooling around with the material
suddenly loosing control over my body, filming it and releasing it as: Untitled
lost in abstraction
trying it the Pure Data way.
playing around with some audio-video-tutorials.
filming my eyes with a delay-effect that causes a strange colour-effect.
editing it with final cut.
the result is: Confessional
falling into a deep hole and listening to the music of john maus.