Idea Presentation | 30.10.2012
I presented my ideas on a project about the theme of Lustmord in Germany. This introductory presentation included a short poem and a single photograph as a jumping off point.
One of the quotes that caught my interest in this subject and started my journey was the following; "The sheer number of canvases from the 1920s with the title Lustmord (Sexual Murder) ought to have been a source of wonder for Weimar’s cultural historians." - from Maria Tatar, Lustmord: Sexual Murder in Weimar Germany. Princeton: Princeton University Press, 1995. xii + 213 pp.
Concept Development / First Visual Experiment | 20.11.2012
After two weeks of research and individual meetings with Gunnar Green I have developed my concept further and chose to focus on the artist George Grosz. Grosz created a series of drawings and paintings around the theme of Lustmord in the Weimar Republic between 1922-1933.
I created a short video titled Lustmord: A Love Story which uses a combination of photographs of George Grosz, his wife Eva Grosz, images of his paintings and drawings, clips from the film Metropolis and a performance of Falling in Love Again by Marlene Dietrich.
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Concept Development / Project Space at Marianstraße 2 | 21.11 - 04.12.2012
I have the opportunity to work in an abandoned apartment complex located on Marianstrasse 2. After viewing this space I decided it was the perfect space to experiment on a larger scale incorporating the theme of Lustmord and the life of George Grosz in the 1920's. I photographed the room and started to paint it black.
The PDF below features a few images of the room and a couple of quotes from George Grosz talking about his studio and working practice. Grosz sees the studio as a sort of magical environment where the normal influence of the world is cut off and his imagination is free to explore ideas. I'm using this as a jumping off point to begin my own exploration into a fusion of a fictional space that incorporates aspects of George Grosz studio with a Lustmord scene.
The working title of this installation is 'ARCHEOLOGY, EXCAVATION, AND WHAT REMAINS'. I see this installation as the first in a series of 6 pieces titled 'Death and Resurrection'. This series title is the same one Otto Dix used for his series of 6 works - one of which was a Lustmord painting.
Concept Development / Project Space at Marianstraße 2 | 05-11.12.2012
I spent the last week at Marianstrasse 2 painting the room black and preparing the room for the installation. The room is not heated and it is freezing cold at night. I am working alone for hours at a time and I'm able to spend a lot of time thinking about the direction of this piece. The room and entire floor of this building is dark and a bit creepy - as I paint over the various layers of paint and sweep out the dirt and trash I get a sense of the past lives and activities that must have taken place here. My overall idea has changed several times and I've started to focus on particular subtle changes I would like to make to the room aside from turning it all black.
The room will be closed off to the public and only viewable thru a broken window in the doorway. Inside is a 3D scene which is obviously aestheticized but also referencing several aspects from my research and mashing them into each other - pieces of George Grosz studio are mixing into my own Lustmord "painting" which I am bringing to life in the form of a still life. Furthermore I am adding elements of light and electricity referencing futurism and science fiction as predicted in films such as Metropolis.
Concept Development / Project Space at Marianstraße 2 | 12-17.12.2012
As you can see from my notes one week ago my project has continued to evolve and change. It's been a very inspired week for me - and I've had good conversations that have pushed me towards further exploration of my concept with some of my classmates (Amel, Eleana and Kata) as well as some of the other artists in the exhibition at Marianstrasse 2.
One of my biggest break through moments was when I decided to use a peep-hole after a conversation with Eleana in her studio - and later that same evening I was reading from George Grosz's autobiography and he discussed looking thru peep-holes at carnivals as a child and writes that perhaps this inspired him to become an artist. I felt like I had discovered something important - an interesting connection between my research subject, George Grosz, the theme of Lustmord and the medium of the peep-hole as a way to explore these themes in an architectural 3D format.
Another moment of discovery occurred when I was moving the full body mirror around inside the room. At some point it was rather close to the door and when you looked thru the peek hole you saw the mirror with no reflection of yourself even though you were facing the mirror! Again, I experienced this type of eureka!/wow moment because the feeling was very surreal to see the doorway in the mirror but to not see yourself. I all of a sudden felt transported into some alternate dimension thru this hole in the door.
At this point in the process I am feeling really inspired by this project and the directions it has taken me - regardless of how this particular piece is perceived. I feel that I am on the path to creating a substantial piece for this class and a body of work that I can continue to build upon.
Mid-Term Project Presentation / Archeology, Excavation, and What Remains | 18.12.2012
Tuesday, December 18th, 2012 was the day of our mid-term review. I presented my installation titled, ‘Archeology, Excavation, and What Remains’, to our class and professors. After two long weeks of work on the project, including Sunday night in which I worked until 6:30am, I was pretty exhausted. But I was also riding on some adrenaline from the opening exhibition the night before and the feeling of completion. Regardless, my presentation was a bit unsteady and I spent most of my time quoting research about Lustmord in Germany and the aritst George Grosz who was my main inspiration for the project. I received several pieces of advice and feedback this morning – I will do my best to document and process that feedback in this document that I have titled ‘What Remains’.
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| Brian Bixby, Archeology, Excavation, and What Remains, installation in-progress at Marianstraße 2, 2012. | Brian Bixby, Archeology, Excavation, and What Remains, installation in-progress at Marianstraße 2, 2012. |